Hang on folks.......you are in for a long one.
Tonight I got to thinking about this blog. This blog that was so lovingly started almost a year and a half ago so that I could share the everyday doings of my sweet baby boy. I must admit....the photographer inside me got the best of me. Over time (blame work, home, or just the fact that I got lazy) this wonderful idea became nothing more than a place to post pictures with a small blurb. Well I am really sad about that, especially because this little boy gets more and more amazing with each passing day. You are not so fortunate as to be here to witness it in person like I am and I vow to do a better job about posting (almost) daily with stories and such. Pictures may still only come a couple of times a week but at least you will have more perspective on Julian's fun filled daily life. That being said.....here are my stories from tonight.
The first one is from his bed time routine. Julian has really taken to trying to say words lately. He pretty much tries to mimic everything you say and do (like a belch that slipped out on accident) at times. Adrian and I have been taking full advantage of our sponge like little boy and tonight we were reading his "first words" book. He can already say a few of the words in the book (such as Bye Bye, Dog and Ball) and tonight as we flipped through we noticed something different. Of the 100+ times that he has said Ball tonight Julian added the sign. It is very similar to the sign for more so Adrian and I (who can both be a bit skeptical at times) weren't convinced that it could in fact be the sign for ball. Once the bed time routine was done we raced downstairs to consult his sign language flashcards (which we now realize are surely intended to aid the parent more than the child) that were sent home from daycare. Sure enough, it was the sign for ball indeed!! AMAZING!! Who knew that this bit of man would be teaching us a new language today?
Just as we came upstairs tonight we decided to check on Julian. First.....a little back story.......
He has two molars coming in (teeth #11 and 12) and he is having a tough time today. All day long his fingers were shoved in his mouth (I had forgotten what that was like) and the poopy diapers (Julian's sure fire signal for teething) were flowing all weekend.
Okay....back to tonight. Adrian goes in and checks him. I am in there playing with the video monitor camera (we are trying out a new location and I decide that I don't like it so I am doing a last minute shift). Adrian leaves and as he does Julian sits up...wide awake (multiple wakings, light sleeping and crying out are other sure signs that the boy has serious mouth pain going on) so I freeze. After a couple of minutes he lays back down. I know that I am not out of the clear.....that I will have to stay frozen for a few minutes more so that he can really be back asleep or surely I will be busted. Three to five minutes pass during which Julian lifts his head, tosses and turns and drifts in and out of consciousness. Adrian starts to wonder what is up and opens the door to see what I am doing. I am shaking my head no as stealthily as possible (because he can see this in a dark room right?!?!?) but Adrian charges in anyway. Next thing I know....Julian is sitting straight up staring and Adrian and I (who are staring at each other). I am giggling (good luck keeping that quiet) and Adrian is frozen and looking at me (because if he doesn't see Julian then surely he isn't awake). We all start giggling at this point. Julian is up. Oh well.....lesson learned. Dose the boy with some Tylenol and get on with life.
We decide at this point to snuggle a bit. Julian isn't much for snuggling before bed these days so Momma takes all the snuggles that she can get. I sit and I rock him back to sleep. As I do I think of all the times that I was so tired and just wanted to go back to bed and get my sleep. Those days passed too quickly. Even though I thought I was treasuring them as they passed I see now that it was impossible. I miss them and they passed to quickly just the same. As I sit there and rock my now little boy while Adrian rubs my feet (because he is truly the man of my dreams) I know that I am loved and that this amazingly wonderful love I have in my life is the stuff that only the best dreams are made of.
That brings me back to the reason for this post. I am sorry that I haven't been sharing like I should. Julian is the most wonderful thing. He is a miracle in every day. I promise to be better about sharing my miracle.